Thursday, October 15, 2009

Thursday, May 28, 2009

My first blog..

So I have been back and forth about creating a blog..mostly because I knew if I did a blog it would become a daily venting place and/or diary and I wasn't sure if I wanted my life out there on the web that way. Whatever it doesn't matter. I put myself out there on twitter, myspace, facebook, or whatever other social networking tool exists so why not here. My cousins fiance is the one who got me to finally do it haha. She showed me her site and I said "why not!" It could be fun!

I titled my page "The Time and Life of a Hopeful Dreamer" because that is what I am..a hopeful dreamer. I live in my own little fantasy world. A world where everything I want works out. However when I wake up it doesn't quite work as well as I planned it. I guess that is why they say you shouldn't plan things out in life...they end up never being as good as the real deal. Or so they say. I don't know if I agree. I've dreamt up some great stories that have yet to come true. As I sit here alone in my apartment with nothing to do or to look forward to today I wonder if "they" are right or wrong. Perhaps my fantasies take away from my everyday life. Perhaps if I didn't live in my head I would have plans for the day. Or perhaps I can accept that I am a loner and I like spending time alone.